Call Me Kirby

I've decided that's who I'll be when I don't need to be me. Other possibilities include Cecil, Devin or Charlie. But I think I'll stick with Kirby.

See the thing is, I tend to clam up or freeze up or, well you get the picture, when I'm nervous and/or out of my comfort zone.

I went to a Runnin With Scissors practice last night. RWS is the improv/sketch comedy group that I'm wanting to join up with. So what did I do? Did I jump right in and make an ass of myself? NO! I sat on my arse too scared to move.

I've mentioned this sort of thing before (somewhere in there anyway); how it takes me a while to open up and be myself around new people. My brain doesn't work very good in those situations. Well I can't have brain freezage when I'm trying to be funny off the top of my head, can I? I don't wanna get cut before I even get started, do I?

So I've decided next time I'll take Kirby with me and he'll do just fine.

And I really wasn't mentally prepared to participate. I thought it was more of a meet 'n' greet and sit and watch practice. But there were other new people jumping in and the regulars asked if any new people wanted to try it out.

I was afraid of this very thing going into my acting class. You know, where the instructor would ask for a volunteer or volunteers for something and I would sit there going "oh dear, I should volunteer and I will as soon as we sit here for 3 minutes and no one else volunteers." Well screw that. Before the first class meeting I told myself "Self, you're taking this class to learn and you can't be scared so when he asks for volunteers, you are going to jump up right then and DO IT." And so I have. I've been very proud of myself. So I just gotta have the same attitude about improv comedy. JUST DO IT and if I suck, I'LL GET BETTER. I mean, er, Kirby will.

Meanwhile, this weekend is alumni marching band. It's when all the old people get to relive their college band days for a bit. Of course the alumni band sounds horrible because only half (at best) still play their horns with any kind of regularity. I think I actually haven't played mine since last year's alumni band. That makes me sad but only a little. I mean, I have played since the 6th grade. That's like, 73 years.

My buddy Richard and I always go and sneak in with the regular band for the 4th quarter of the game. I think this year will be the first year that we won't know anybody in the band. The incoming freshmen of our last year in band are all gone now. At least the ones we knew are. Which is sad because it means we are now officially old people, too. But that's OK, we always have fun freaking out the young 'uns by playing everything up an octave. w00t!

On Sunday, my lips will be very sore.

Well, I wish each and every 4 of you a safe and happy weekend.